Mixed bag

Life is a mixed bag... some really exciting stuff and some real ugly or boring stuff. Wonder why we go thru all these, can I have a choice to moderate? hmm.. my blabberings... dont bother! Exciting news is very personal yet glad to share! We are expecting our first baby along our way! Nothing more exciting I can ask for. We are all getting prepped up! Our big scan is just a few days away and getting anxious! We'd know how our baby is doing and even gender... wov, what a miracle! I dont know if there's something that's more miraculous than shaping of a new life. Truly make me feel so humble at God's designs.
Now, I have tell you the ugly or the boring piece... mid year promotions just got announced and I realize all but me who joined around the same time have raisen to next level... feeling like being left out without a good solid understanding of why so. Thats a depressing feeling... God, please help!